Ranting...
I don’t want to ponder about life, I don’t want to analyse its pointlessness, I don’t want to delve into the reasoning behind relationships and deliberate upon inconclusive arguments. I don’t “wanna be” the best, the worst or the mediocre.
I don’t want to think beyond what is necessary because it then renders doing and experiencing redundant.
All around me I see people caught in this game of analyzing life. Whatever their reasons might be for embarking on it, I m out of it. I cant conjure up new facets and dimensions and concoct a new take on life and let it massage my ego for a while, become intolerant little by little and finally feel impervious and disinterested. I don’t want to fall into that trap again. I give up on analyzing, forecast, trend analysis and implication drawing. Hereon it ll be done only in my work not outside of it.
What I like is to be sure of what I feel. No more ambiguities and idle speculations. I want to have only yes or no answers. No mood swings. I am not a seven year old and I am not gonna be moody. It s weird to be that at this age.
I don’t want to ponder about life, I don’t want to analyse its pointlessness, I don’t want to delve into the reasoning behind relationships and deliberate upon inconclusive arguments. I don’t “wanna be” the best, the worst or the mediocre.
I don’t want to think beyond what is necessary because it then renders doing and experiencing redundant.
All around me I see people caught in this game of analyzing life. Whatever their reasons might be for embarking on it, I m out of it. I cant conjure up new facets and dimensions and concoct a new take on life and let it massage my ego for a while, become intolerant little by little and finally feel impervious and disinterested. I don’t want to fall into that trap again. I give up on analyzing, forecast, trend analysis and implication drawing. Hereon it ll be done only in my work not outside of it.
What I like is to be sure of what I feel. No more ambiguities and idle speculations. I want to have only yes or no answers. No mood swings. I am not a seven year old and I am not gonna be moody. It s weird to be that at this age.
posted by laa at 2:15 AM
3 Comments:
Man, this is high-end ranting and the smooth, silky flow of it all amazes me immensely!
you go girl!!! :D
Also, F & S ku Research Analyst aa aarumchu, vera vishiyam/miscellaneous matters kellam ippo nee research analyst aayachunu, ennodu ninaippu.
Do pardon me if this is an act perceived to be one of "trend analysis and implication drawing".
oh trust me, my writing skills are at its best when I rant!
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