Tuesday, March 27, 2007

No matter what i understand...
No matter what I understand, I would still feel that I don not understand anything. I may understand economics, I may understand a cash flow statement, I may understand the court’s interpretation of an article of the constitution, but I will always feel that I do not understand anything. I do not have to fret in life, I do not have to sulk in life. If I do not take recourse to prescribed actions, then I have to create my own, it is just much easier to say that something gives happiness because it is widely accepted to have been bringing joy and I have it and therefore I am happy. The fact that I m writing this is proof of the fact that eventhough I understand that there is nothing in life to sulk about, I do miss something. The indoctrination of the prescribed path allows for feeling of happiness by the end of achievement of the goal, having shunned the prescribed path and the prescriptions for happiness, I m left wondering what makes me happy. Is the fact that I do not have to sulk good enough to provide the happiness? If so, what is it that I think I m missing? What do I miss?

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